our song

music was always a major factor. there is never a song that perfectly fits the situation you're thinking about. for example, a girl could be in a 'romeo and juliet' fitting... and think that 'how deep is your love' is the perfect song for her relationship. but then there's the line "and you may not think i care for you..." which doesnt fit. because she knows how much her boyfriend does care for her.

ok a bit of a detailed example. but it's basically that - a song cannot simply be a couple's "song". because somehow a line will not fit in with the history.

much like a song, no "love" is perfect. there is always something that does not make it easy.

in my last relationship, the imperfections were the struggles that ended up making us stronger. in the three years that we shared, it kept us going. but in the end, after all we went through, it still drove us apart.

so now, as a single person reflecting on her past "life", i start to wonder... was it worth it? well... yes. but would i do it all again? probably not.

what's the point of fighting for one another if in the end, you're just going to get hurt anyway?

"..although we've come to the end of the road, still i can't let go. it's unnatural, you belong to me, i belong to you.."