Friday, May 23, 2008

all at once. once again.

Friday, May 23, 2008
It's so overwhelming. And I hate what it's doing to my life.

I just want someone in my family to be happy with me about it. I want someone to hug me and tell me they're happy FOR me... I'm tired of only being in this family to buy this or that, or pick up this or look up that... I'm tired of working for this family. I miss being part of it.

I hate that it's affecting how I am in my relationship and all of my other friendships as well. I get irritable so easily, and I barely take care of myself, let alone my closest companions (who always try their hardest to keep me sane).

It's really just not fair. It really isn't.
(en·tro·py) © 2008. Design by Pocket