difficult decisions

sometimes, you listen to your heart.. and you never regret a single decision..

but it's hard when you want to think and believe one way, but the world is against you.. no one is on your side and everyone makes you think you are wrong..

i want to believe that i am doing the right thing.. i want to believe that i am finally making a choice all by myself, and that i won't regret this later on..

but i'm starting to regret it already.. i'm already starting to believe that others are right -- that i AM going to get hurt again.. i'm already starting to feel it..

but i still want to believe that i can make it work.. that we can make it work.. but somehow i feel as if i'm the only one willing to work..

when it rains it pours.