Monday, December 17, 2007


Monday, December 17, 2007
I'm scared of relapsing into bad habits. I'm scared of someday getting paranoid and jealous again.. of someday getting too committed, too clingy again.. of someday getting hurt again..

I know I'm past the infatuation stage because I already know it's not perfect. I already know I have a problem, but I don't want to talk about it with him yet because I want to try to make it not bother me so much first.. because I don't want to make a big deal out of it.. but I know that when I do, it will be a big deal.

It's the ex-factor. It's starting to hurt me. And I don't know why. But I'm starting to feel a bit annoyed, a bit stressed, a bit disappointed.

Blah. Relapse.

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